avrillavigneofficial asked: sorry wrong person
bye
bye
remember you rang me asking if we could hang out and i said no
the president of one of the best music colleges in the country sent me a letter asking me to come to his college and which course he wants me do and this is the best thing that has ever happened to me and
high tolerance for narcotics is breaking my heart
I NEED TO PICK TWO SONGS FOR PIANO AND TWO SONGS FOR VOCAL FOR A IMPORTANT AUDITION WHICH ALCOHOL HAS OTHERWISE DISTRACTED ME FROM
so far i am thinking:
piano - heart shaped box and birdy’s version of shelter
vocal - my funny valentine and ?????????
they have to be contrasting
help
I am sitting in my icebox apartment watching RTÉ News Now on mute and drinking a can of Druids
today my contract of employment got renewed until the 30th of September
wait do people know i dropped out of college and work full time because i only talk about it like twice an hour on all my social media platforms including irl
but getting renewed until the 30th of September is good news but somewhat daunting
like i have a job pretty much indefinitely
for a while i thought that
no
i am living day by day by day by day by day and am going insane
day by day by day
it’s weird being in a situation where my colleagues are supporting a family i want to give them my earnings because i feel undeserving
i am so bad at life
OH MY GOD I NEED TO READ MY OWN BLOG i have already posted my feelings about this
well actually this is not good news because i have been trying to rationalize the same changes that have come about since 1st Jan 2013
why do i transcribe a stream of consciousness onto a post like who the fuck do i think i am james joyce??????
bye
TAKE ME BACK, COLLEGE
bye
thats not a question ? haha :L
yeah I fancy a lot of girls but I wouldn’t have sex with them unless drunk/money